busy SEPTEMBER and OCTOBER!

Hye, girls!
sorry laaa.
nda da kesempatan untuk menghupdate blog kita ni.
memang busy tahap gila bab* sdh. haha
rindu gila eh sama kamu smua.
and sorry nda dpt mau contact2 slalu.
mau tnya khabar pun mcm susah btul kn.
yg pntg sy mau kmu tau kmu sntiasa d ingati bh.
huhu

okaylaa
d kesempatan yang ada untuk menghupdate ni
sy mau crita pasal KE'BUSY'AN saya dlm 2 bulan yg pack ni.
hoho.
ingtkn lepas september end bole sdh relaks2.
skali, lagi parah eh.

bulan september tu, busy gila ngan pekhemahan UB.
unit beruniform.
and seperti yg kmu tau, sy kn PPIM.
sbenarnya wktu perkhemahan tu kmi ni nda jgk la bnyk aktiviti.
dgr ceramah jaa.
hehe.
sebelum tu, sy sempat ikut satu program utk JPP di BTN Kundasang.
BEST!
first time ni ikut kursus jauh2. hehe.
nasib la lepas camping UB, nda jd BIG.
kalu nda mmg pengsan la kami ni.

bulan oktober,
kami ada BIG.
program anak angkat d KG. BRUNEI, KIMANIS.
best! saya dapat 2 keluarga angkat.
special kes ni kami. hehe
ni 3 hari 2 mlm ja.
mcm nda puas tau. sbb best. hehe
abis ja BIG ni, ari selasa kami ikut match FUTSAL!
lamanya sdh nda men futsal
ni pun men terjun2 ja. haha.
kami men 3 match ja trus kami kalah d sbbkn COIN.
flip2 coin kami teda nasib.
pa bole bwt laa.
hehe.
trus tu, abis ja match futsal, kami terpaksa berlatih kawad. yalaa.
kami ada karnival KOKUM. n ada ptandingan kawad.
mmg smua yg sdh lama sy k tggl.
teringat pla time kta KPO dlu. huhu
ari jumaat tu, kami ada DINNER sma ngan sem 8.
nda dpt balik kgau lg sbb sabtu and ahad tu kami berabis latihan kawad.
bayangkn kami latihan ahad tu smpai jam 11 malam tauu.
mmg penat abis laa.
sbb bsknya kami pertandingan sdh.
and guess what.?
PPIM dinobatkan juara ya'll. kami k kalah pengakap, KRS, BSMM n PPK.
congrates untuk kami. haha
nda terpikir pun akan menang sbb kami bwt formasi pun simple ja n latihan sangatla singkat bbnding UB lain. hoho. bangga jgk laa. hehe
isnin tu ptandingan kawad, selasa tu sy ikut pertandingan orienteering and rabu tu kami ada gerai n penutupan UB.
memang happy gila ni sbb UB habis sdh! mmg busy abis la sem ni tau.
nasib ja muka nda hitam sgt. hahaha
minggu ni baru dpt relaks skit n balik rumah.
2 mggu nda balik rumah berturut. huhuh.
lepas ni mau fokus exam pla.
kamu doakan sy and farrah utk exam ni ah.
paper kalkulus ooo! risau gila. :(


jom jom tengok gambar dlu. hehe

kursus BTN d kundasang

time dinner

my second keluarga angkat

my classmates.

my first keluarga angkat

geng kawad. juara bah ni. hehe

team orienteering. 

bestnya sini. huhu

d kesempatan ini juga sy mau minta maaf sama kamu la kalu2 sy nda dpt reply apa2 komen ka d fb, d twitter. busy btul.
twitter pun jarang sdh buka.
i wish you all the best! Za, nda lama lg mau graduate kn. jelesnyaaa. All the best in everything you guys do. insyaAllah kalu ada umur yg pnjang, ada kesempatan, kta jumpa ah.
 LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!. :')

p.s: ada masa sy hupdate lg. hehe. take care, guys! :D

jenguk-jenguk blog.

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera. 

hehe.

Hai sahabat sekalian. First and foremost, I would like to ask, how are you? have you been fine? because to me it feels like we haven't meet for decades. :'(

I am fine though. Well, I understand all of us are busy with our works. Too many things have to be done, too many things in mind. Sometimes I feel everything is out of control. I need more hands. lol. But there is no reason for all of us to neglect this blog! marah kejap. haha. Let me remind you guys and I of course the main reason this blog existed because we promised to ourselves, to our friendship, to share our stories. No matter how busy we are, we have to update it with our own story even if it's a short one. cehcehceh padahal sendiri baru juga update. :)

I'm in relationship with final year project.

Well, I have nothing interesting. As a final year student, I have started doing my first project. My thesis. :) There is one lecturer who once told us before, that we must enjoy doing our thesis. Of course it needs a lot of things to do, to type, to think. who said it is an easy task? but at least enjoy yourself doing it as if it is your favorite thing. Yes, this is what I'm doing. Trying to enjoy doing it. Trying to get to know my sample better. Trying to love everything that got to do with it. I even went to library to lend not one or two but 8 books just for this. It's not enough believe me. Not to mentions the journals I have downloaded. It is still seems not enough. In the same time I'm dealing with the lazy devil in me. Damn, it was hard to ignore this laziness. -.- 

I hate commitments

I'm trying, to really enjoy it but somehow, I'm getting stress here. tension, anxious, panic, all in one. because I have one more month to finish this and I haven't even reach 50%. The tension build up when I was chosen to be one of the AJK of tamu gadang UMS. Siapa-siapa di KK time tu sila-silalah meramaikan event ini k? promote kejap. hehe. This is my choice you know? To join this event. But right after I realized what a big commitment I have to give for my thesis, I started to feel the burden. My mind stuck. But I chose this, didn't I? If I reject this chance, then what is the use of filling the form at first? If I give up means I have no quality as a student. so, I accepted it. I accepted both of my commitment.

Sometimes I wished I can pick up the phone, text or call anyone of you. But I couldn't. Again, I chose to keep it all to myself. I'm going to be okay no matter how tired this work is. I'm going to be strong. 

anyway guys, I missed you all so bad. I wish all of us happy in what we're doing.

rajin-rajinlah sapu debu di blog ni kay? 

sincerely,

aziaron, 

It's complicated with my final year project

coret-coret panjang.

Assalamualaikum

hai kawan-kawan!

hekhek.

I guess it's been a very long time since our last post. Actually saya tengah bercuti sekarang. To be exact my holiday is almost over.

Pergh begitu lama cuti since bulan June baru sekarang tergerak jari-jari untuk menaip entri terbaru? minta maaf atas kemalasan saya wahai sahabat sekalian. Maklumlah bercuti. hekhekhek

well, there's nothing special about my holiday. awal-awal cuti, saya cuma berfoya-foya di rumah goyang kaki. kalau ada kerajinan barulah kemas-kemas rumah. masa tu baru pindah di rumah baru lagi so agak boring sebab Astro belum pasang. Hanya bergantung kepada radio buruk. lol metaphor.

Anyway dalam masa yang sama saya try cari kerja untuk mengisi masa lapang - cewwwah. Honestly saya applied kerja di branch Orange dekat rumah saya ja. Punya confident macam confirm diterima. Lama juga tunggu tu tau. Finally on 4th july I received a call from the shop and I was accepted. So on 5th July, I started my job as a sales assistant.

Rutin harian, datang kerja, susun-susun barang, jadi cashier, kalau ada stock kena susun untuk display, before pulang kena sapu atau mop lantai.

For the first two weeks, saya kerja shift pagi. Bangun awal macam biasalah kan? About 7.30 kena ada di kedai. I worked for 12 hours fuhh honestly saying biarpun tidak banyak kerja tetap rasa penat gila. lepas dapat offday baru pindah pergi shift malam. Okay di sini lah paling mencabar. 

Banyak juga dugaan kerja malam sebagai contoh KURANG TIDUR. lol Sleeping is my favourite.bila tidak dapat tidur malam - ada pun tidur ayam ja, pandai rasa rindu gila dengan katil di rumah. HAHAHAHA. Biarpun berapa lama tidur waktu pagi tu, malam tetap mengantuk punya. well, lepass beberapa hari saya terbiasa dengan kerja malam and officially became an owl. tidur pagi, bangun malam. 0_0

Dugaan kedua - ORANG MABUK. serious paling benci orang mabuk! kalau tidak kacau orang okaylah ini menggatal lagi. ramai orang yang mabuk ini tergolong daripada orang tua. pergh menakutkan! but somehow after meeting few cases like this, I was kinda brave to handle them. Kena berani juga plus mesti ada senjata simpanan.

Lepas tu, potensi kena rompak. believe it or not, for like 2 weeks, shift malam kena conquer oleh pekerja perempuan ja. Ramai okay customer tanya pasal hal ni. I mean those customers were like showing their concern toward us. Kedai tu pun pernah kena rompak before ni, apa tidak~ -.- but Alhamdulillah, nothing bad happen during that time. 

And because of these, I was glad I quit my job on 8th August. I wasn't that happy but I was glad. Best juga kerja sana. Dapat pengalaman jadi cashier. I always have this wonder about cashier. Mesti panic gila bila kena cepat-cepat kira duit. Then mesti kena jujur. Yes. Alhamdulillah. I learnt a lot. 

So sekarang I'm officially unemployed. freedom~~~~~

Part best untuk cuti ni bila kita kumpul balik setelah beberapa dekad tidak jumpa- hiperbola - haha. I was happy and it was one of my happy moments. :D

p/s: kalau tengok gambar atas banyak perubahan sudah kan? banding gambar lepas-lepas? haha

Ohya, It's syawal already. I guess it's not too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya untuk para sahabat dan pembaca. Cewwwwwah!

Salam aidilfitri. Minta ampun atas salah silap, zahir dan batin.

My raya was better this year. We went back to both of my kampong and visited my late grandpas and grandma graves. After two years okay. :') I was thankful, at least this raya gave a lot of meaning to me. Part yang tidak best, raya kali ni agak berbeza. I won't be celebrating my raya again at Keningau with my besties. Tidak dapatlah pergi rumah terbuka kamu macam selalu kan? Mesti rindu nasi ayam si Aisyah Arifah. :').

Anyway, I'll be back as final year student of Industrial Chemistry of UMS in within two weeks. Ggah finally, facing the stress, the books, all the assignments and most important- my Final Year Project.

Wish me luck besties.

Salam lebaran and I mish you guys!! Muah-muah-muah!

Maybe we have grown up,
Maybe we have been separated,
Maybe we have met new people,
But one thing that is certain, 
Our friendship brings us closer, no matter how far we are, bring back the old time and we can act as childish as we want and stick as bestfriends,
Insya Allah till Jannah. :)

salam sayang,

Aziaron Imiahus

sayang kamu :)

bagitau jak saya, habislah dorang :)

KALAU TIDAK TUMBUK

dengarlah dia, SAYA MEMBEBELLL..

SAYANG KAMU <3

cerita saya pula

hello girls!
hehe.
oleh kerana saya tengok kamu masing2 mengupdatekan diri di sini, so, sy pun mau jugak la cerita-cerita skit.
ntahlaa.
feels so lazy to type anything right now.
ni pun menggagahkan diri ni. -,-

lama sudah kan kita nda cerita-cerita, skyping, calling2. rindu o.
banyak betul rasanya mau cerita sama kamu.
nda bole la cerita semua sni kn.
sbb ada pekara tu kn best lagi cta depan-depan.
baru rasa feel tu. haha.

i don't know what to tell actually.
tapi sy mau kamu tau la yang sy sekarang ni happy and yes. i'm totally over him already!
yippie!
sometimes, bila sy tengok profile dia ka, i wonder who he is.
mcm nda kenal sudah bh.
he left me with no hard feelings or hurt feelings anymore.
i'm moving on, girls! jyeah!
it's not easy as it seems but yes, i'm so grateful i can totally forget about him.
memang teda la sudah sekelumit perasaan buat dia sudah.
sebesar zarah pun teda. 0.0%
hehe.
and it's all thanks to all of you, my friends, my family and yes, to Allah.
i hope i'll learned many things from this.
and actually i have to say thanks to him too.
he makes me want to forget him ASAP.
i owe him an appreciation i guess.
hehe.

and i'm moving on and don't want to look back, anymore.
just move with the flow.
let's move together, guys.
hehe.
as you know, before this, i have many probs with myself.
with adjusting with my environment.
right?
but right now, Alhamdulillah. i am enjoying every minutes i have with my classmates.
and friends at IP.
i'm trying my best to adapt myself with them. socializing. making friends.
before this, i just too focus with one person in my life.
and yes. that was my mistakes.
i'm focusing on him and kind of ignored or don't really that care with my surrounding. with my friends.
i just live in my own life.
that's why i always have this one bad feelings inside me.
always not satisfied with almost everything.
yes. it really bad. i always complained.

and it's all thanks to my lecturer. I make an appointment with my counselor.
yes. everyone will think that i have you know problems with my discipline or anything related to that.
i just don't care what people wanna say.
i'm enjoyed and shared many things with the lecturer.
he didn't help me solving my problems.
but he help me to improve myself by giving me advice and tell me ways to solve the probs.
i'm so thankful. and that's the beginning of my changes.

i don't really know if my changes is good or bad.
i just turn to be opened with everyone.
i'm still remember what my lecturer said to me:

'You can't make them be like you nor you can't make yourself be like one of them. We have our own characters and way we did things. That's human. We have to accept their way as they are.'

and Alhamdulillah.
i start to accept and enjoying myself the way i should be.
it feels great.

about my love life.
well, i guess, for the time being, i don't really want to think about love just yet.
it really takes a lot of time to heal this broken heart. to trust other people again.
it just not that simple.
this shattered heart brings me to reality.
reality which is i should focus on my study, my family, myself, my friends and my happiness.
lagipun for me best lagi bekawan-kawan ja kn. hehe. ;)

i believe that our happiness is not depends on the person we called 'boyfriend'. it's all depends on us.
we should create happiness for ourselves. am i right?
i don't want to wait for anyone to make me happy, i'll try my best to be happy and makes everyone happy.

cause i'm just too tired to be sad again. so, let's be happy together, okay besties!
i love you!
i miss you!
thanks for reading entry yang ntah apa2 ni.

lots of love from me,
CHA. :)

Walimatul Urus :)

Cuti nie banyak jak jemputan kawen..

seronok tengok org kawen :)

hehehe~

termasuklah macik sa kawen..

3 hari 3 malam 2..huh!! penat da Allah saja yg tau :)

sampai mama sa bgtau macik2 sa, nanti kalau anak2 sa kawen, 

kawen d hotel juta jak..hehee

yeah!! ada tanda2 maw kena sponsor..muahaha~

majlis walimah nie bermula 1 - 3 Jun 2012.

nie kali tugasan sa banyak d dapur :)

jadi org dapur..hahaha

banyak lah dgar macik2 yang len bergosip~

ada juga soalan nakal, yg bertanya kepada sa..hehe.

"b, bila kau maw kawen? sepupu yang sama umur ko pown sdah bertunang"

sa dengan muka selamba menjawab: muda lagi kot, maw puas bujang dulu bah..hahaha~

hebatkan jawapan sa :)))

macik sa nie, kawen dengan polis..hehe

selalu sa nampak husband da d berek.

x sangka pulak da jadi pacik sa..muahaha

jodoh 2 rahsia Allah kan..

:)

nie ada sedikit gambar jadi tatapan kamu..hehe

sa x brgambar, sbb d dapur jak..n jadi camerawoman :)

nikah :)

malam berinai ala bollywood + pakistani ^^

time sanding :)
warna da sangat sweettt~

nah, best kan tgok org kawen :)

hehehe~

& 

for the first sa incharge Guestbook for this walimah..hehe~

jadi designer~

nanti sa kawen, kmu pulak yg incharge ah..hahaa :D

loveeess u alll~

<3

Hari Esok yg Mendebarkan

Assalamualaiku.. adui pening sy baca post si chah. haha. terbalik mata sy.

jam menunjukkan pukul 2.29 pagi, sy masih membaca tuk bersedia dgn soalan cikgu besok sambil minum coffee. Ikut hati mau termuntah2 sda sy menghafal jenis2 parasite dlm bdn, life cycle, diagnosis, clinical future, treatment dan respiration2 dan sbgnya. argg

Hr ni TERPAKSA stay up sbb besok hr yg sgt panting tuk dpt tanda tgn cikgu.
8.30 a.m bertolak pg Hospital Zede tuk buat rework sebab sy ada 1 bad mark dlm klas nursing theraphy. klu sy pass rework tu br la sy dpt tanda tgn 1 cikgu.

10.00 a.m sy kn pg Hospital Besempe pula. Kira jauh jg.stgh jam dr hosp Zede tuk minta tnda tgn dr cikgu nursing surgery. Subject ni Alhamdullilah smooth ja.

12.00 p.m  sy kn pg bio department tuk jawab soalan test card and orally tentang parasite2, klu pass br dpt tanda tgn tuk bio.

1.30 p.m sy kn lari pg main university tuk ambil Final major tuk subject Medical Informatic. Klu pass major and hantar project dia br dpt tnda tgn. Skg ni project sy blom siap. tgk la krg klu ada space n time sy cepat2 buat. Kwn sy ada offer jg untuk tlg buat tp kecian dia. sy mcm menyusahkan pla. :(

ada cerita yg bikin panas terjadi semalam tp ada jg cerita sweet terjadi smlm tp x boleh cerita skg. x bnk masa. huhu.
nnti lak k

WISH ME LUCK FOR TOMORROW 

MY AIM --> 3 ZACHOT (signature)

DasVeeDania (bye) 

~salam~

:)

olleh speep!

itsem atam umak uam kilabret acab in nak? asar macam acab nasilut keerg nup ada nak?
llew, gnicudortni ot uoy ym wen noitcidda.

drawkcab gnitirwdnah. <3

gnihton ot tsop yllautca. ajagens gnaub asam gnipyt inigeb. siht si ssenizarc. esuaceb won I dlouhs eb gniraperp rof ym mexa. -.-

llew, evah nuf gnidaer siht. kcab ot koobs.


p/s: Aisyah Arifah, I've done it. now tell me how long it takes to read. haha!



htiw evol,
aziaron imiahus. <3

The Silent Pikka.. hehe

Assalamualaikum bestie.

(5.30 a.m) Sy tengah bersarapan sambil minum coffee dan baca buku. itu la rutin sy.
1st sy mau minta maaf sbb lama x berbunyi sbb sy x tau mau mula dr mana tp bila semua sda berbicara sy x tahan. sy rindu kamu semua. rindu.

Study~
Tekanan yg sgt melampau. Entah knpaa sistem di russia ni sgt la BURUK. huhu.. sy kn dapat tnda tgn dr semua cikgu sblm exam dan untuk untuk dpt tanda tgn diorg, diorg akan bg soalan2 yg pelik2 dan yg dikenali.kdg2 jwpn kita betul ja tp diorg saja buli kita. Klu 1 markah lg mau pass, diorg x kan tolong. Fail tetap fail n kena repeat balik2. Part paling sy benci ialah, average min passing mark is 65%.  Skg ni br dpt 8 tnda tgn, 9 more to go before monday. Exam is Wednesday, 8.00 a.m.  huhu. doakan sy banyak2.

Weekend~
weekend sy cuma hari ahad  and sabtu malam. Selalunya hr sabtu sy akan berusrah melalui skype dengah naqibah dr Moscow dan kwn2 dr kursk jg. (8.pm-10.20 p.m) i need food for my soul to keep calm. haha.
Oh ya, sebelum berusrah jam 5.00p.m-7.30 p.m sy akan pg bersukan tp yg buruknya di sini setiap kn bersukan kn bayar. (paling kurang pun 5 ringgit setiap 1 session tu) :(

Ahad: hurm, oleh sebab sy ni bukan la budak tajaan MARA or BKNS, sy punya duit normal2 la parents sy kn tp honestly x cukup tuk keperluan diri sy tp malas pula mau ckp dkt parents sy sbb kesian ba. huhu. Oleh sbb itu, sy gunakan kelebihan sy masak dan menjual di hujung minggu. Alhamdullilah. ramai puji. (kembang dlm hati) dekat kamu ja sy berani mau ngaku ni. haha.

Love~
ow ow part ni paling sy lemah la. Sy pg russia dulu pun sbb mau lari dr kekecewaan zaman bercinta dulu kala. X mau jumpa org2 yg buatkan cinta sy koma tp saya salah. Sejak sy disini, sy semakin matang sebab semua benda sy kn hadapi sendiri. Sebatang kara la katakan and THE BEST PART is i start to know what is the real meaning of LOVE but i'm scared to admit it.

Semuanya berbeza dengan lelaki ni. Dia bnyk tlg sy time sy susah n senang. Dia baik, nakal, pandai pujuk org, psycho,paham perangai sy, terima sy, and yg penting dia jujur.. sgt jujur!. sy x pernah kc tau dia sbb all the time kami mcm kawan and selalu ja gaduh tp sebenarnya dalam hati ada cintan cintun. Hurm.. susah mau explain. Dia ni walau mcm mana sy buang sekuat hati pun tp Allah tu semakin bagi ruang dan peluang untuk kami memahami sesama sendiri. Last year kami gaduh smpi sy mau pindah University pg Egypt tp skg sy 1 kelas pula dgn dia. Adoiiiiiiii. pening sy. hr2 kcu org kdg2 tu bosan jg sbb asyik berkepit dengan dia ja tp sejuta kali bosan sebenarnya klu dia tiada (HAHAHA)..Dia memang bongok.o k sudah2. melampau sda sy buka cerita ni.


Friendship~

hurm. kwn sini ok la. syg sy kwn bek dengan ex roommate cina sy yg dulu very annoying sbb sy la mangsa pungut dia time mabuk tp skg dia insaf sda. hehe..klu study di overseas ni, bg sy kn maintain relationship dengan mana2 kwn, klu boleh jgn gaduh and kn take care each other sbb sy dan diorg mmg x siapa2 di sini, Jadi kn bergantung sesama sendiri. X kira la apa2 bangsa sekali pun asal KAU MALAYSIAN..
 :') Oh yeah, tp sy hilang salah 1 kwn paling baik sy yg bnk tau rahsia dalaman sy. He's saddam. Ala sii saddam yg Oppa korea yg slalu pentingkan rambut dan kulitnya tu. haha..i miss to talk to him tp skg dia sudah ada gf and x masa pun untuk sy lagi tp never mind la, asal sy tau dia happy and sihat, It's more than enough :)

Family~

Part family ni paling la sy utamakan. walau macam mana busy sy sekali pun sy akan cari ruang kol diorg. hampir tiap hr2 sy kol. hehe. kdg2 bgn tengah2 pagi jam 4 a.m just kol diorg terutamanya bila sy stress tahap cipan... hehe. klu sy x kol lebih dr 3 hari sbb terlampau penat ka atau apa ka, kn msg la tu oleh mama or bapa sy suruh kol. huhu. Mau check kali sama ada sy masih hidup atau x. haha.. .  i love them all.

Tengok tu, bila sy ckp panjang mcm kereta api sda. k la. sy mau sambung study.
Cha, tza and farrah. walau sy berjaya tahap mana sekali pun.. sy mau kamu tetap jd bestie sy. Bila sy x contact sorry k sbb sy terpaksa SEDAR DIRI yg sy ialah future doctor yg mmg lumrahnya BUSY. sedih sy.. huhu.. 

k sambung study dulu. To farrah n icha, selamat menikmati cuti. To tza: Good luck and All the best darling. May Allah Help You. amin.
Pray for me too. Love you guys alot. <3
bye
assalamualaikum..

terimalah lagu dr sy.. ohok ohok.. test.. test mic.. 1..2..3..

cerita aku & mereka :)

Assalamualaikum besties..
sori lama sudah tidak update cerita d blog..hehehe :D


banyak sangat urusan duniawi, sampai lupa maw update blog..
sampai tanya c aiza mcm mana sudah maw update blog..hahaha..noob nie sa rasa..hahah :)


cerita saya bermula..jeng3..hehe~


sebelum minggu exam bermula, 
banyak program kena buat d ip..banyak terganggu masa study..
*study lah sangat..hehe~


kawan2,
sa mula buat rumah sudah..nanti kamu datang ah :)
sa sangat excited okey, bila bapa sa ready2 maw buat rumah..
sa duluan p cari warna bilik and tandas sendiri..heheh..bahagia sekejap :)


kamuuu, 
time maw dekat exam tu sa risau sangat sebab this sem sa belajar FIZIK :(
tak sukeeeee :((( risau gilak3..tkut gagal, sampai sa tuisyen dgan tc dalillah..hehehe..trus sa teringat kita tuisyen..rindu that moment :(
kenapa kita kena jadi org besar..kenapa kena lalui nie perpisahan..


kamuuu, 
sa taw antara kita semua, sa bnyk menyimpan..
sakit sangat..kenapa sa x boleh lupa da..kenapa sa kena ingat da..
da anggap sa kawan tp sa anggap da special..
kenapa sa kena begini :(
sudahlah time exam baru 2 perasaan muncul kembali..
inilah Allah cuba menguji keimanan sa..sa try maw jadi kuat..tapi malam sa akan nangis..dan ingat kamu~


kamuuu..
sa rindu kamu sgt2..kalu rindu kamu, sa stalk wall fb kamu..
tgok apa kamu buat and tgok gambar kamuu..
huh, menitik sudah air mata sa T_T
sorii kamuu, kalau sa x dapat jadi kawan yg baik..
sorii kamuu, bila sa x bila kamu perlukan..
sa sayang kamuuu~
kamu tetap di hati saya<3


selain GD, TOP & yonghwa..hehehe~

<3

kamu jganlah ah berahsia dgan sa :)
sa sentiasa menjadi pendengar walaupun x dapat membantu..hehe~

nanti semua sudah berkumpul, kita sambut birthday sama-sama ah :)

hehe~

jangan nakal2 :)

10 jari hulurkan memohon kemaafan atas kelewatan yang amat utk post d blog :(

sayang kamu bestiessss!!! :)

my 21st BIRTHDAY!

hoho.
hey, guys!
sorry for the very long silent from me.
well, i'll try my best to update here.
now farrah and me, in holiday mood.
so, there's no reason for me to not update right?
actually there's so many things to update but nevermind.
just go with the title first.
it's about my 21st Birthday!
yippie!!
hehe.

i'm so grateful and happy that i already 21st years old.
wow.
time sure fly fast right?
well, this year, i can't celebrate my birthday with my family.
because i have my resource mathematics paper on the day of my birthday.
so, in conclusion, i celebrate it for the first time in IP.
before that, my family had planned to celebrate my birthday a bit earlier.
it's an advance birthday celebration.
tekejut jugak la. ingatkan mau sambut mother's day.
hehe. thanks mum and dad. thanks sisters. love you.

this year a bit different from 3 years before if you girls know what i mean. hehe.
yes. before, i'll wait patiently for his wishes.
but this year, i'm not waiting for him or hoping for anything bizarre. haha.
planning to sleep a bit earlier because of tomorrow's paper.
at 12 i received wishes from my classmates n friends.
but what makes me touched when i received a call from the boys.
haha.
it's funny. i thought they just wanna wish me.
but suddenly they sang me a birthday song.
haha.
tersentuh jugak la hati saya. hehe.
apart from them, my dear Zulaiha also sang to me.
i'm so thankful and grateful for their wishes. :)
i also received a gifts from 3 of my classmates and a friend of mine.
thanks, guys!
love it. appreciate it.

o ya.
this year also, I give something for my classmates.
just a simple one laa.
i treat them a KFC.
well, that's all i can give them.
hehe. :)

apart from them,
i also waiting for my besties to wish me.
i know.
they were busy with their works and studies.
so, i'm so thankful for the wishes and for the TORORO's picture that Aiza gave me.
Babe, tiada sudah itu bag totoro di CP. huhu.
besties, nanti kita sambut bufday kita sama-sama k.
i'm MISSING all of you so damn much.
banyak gila cerita mau bagi tau kamu ni tau.
hehe.

okayla. gonna continue with another entry if i have the time.
hahaha.
sorry for the late post here.
i've been spending the first week of this holiday at kampung and my modem cannot be used anymore.
so, i can't manage to continue blogging.

GIRLS, i miss you so much.
kenapala kita nda cuti sama-sama ah.
huhu.
kami balik IP nanti baru PIKKA dan AIZA cuti. sedihnyaaaaaa.
nda pa.
InsyaAllah.
kita mesti kumpul tau. LOVE YOU!

Shengri Kuaile babe!

US! <3

Love letter to my bestie, Aisyah Arifah.

Hi babe! hehe. lama tidak jumpa kan? padahal di kk juga sama-sama. di fb pun ber'add', di twitter ber'follow'. sepatutnya, kita la paling dekat tu. haha.

since saya tidak dapat buat surprise macam kau buat, hehe, saya type love letter ja la untuk kau sini kay?

Hm, apa mau cakap ah, okay jom kita reminisce masa lalu. *plan mau buat kau touching-touching ni* huahua.

first time kenal kau, tahun 2004, masa tu kita baru tingkatan satu. belum rapat lagi pun. budak baru katakan. hekhek. lupa sudah macam mana kita start bercakap. berapa tahun sudah tu kan? tapi mungkin sebab kita duduk jauh sikit time tu, saya rapat dengan si farrah dengan si pikka first. sepatutnya kita rakam time-time dulu kan? so bolehlah tengok balik macam mana kita berkenalan. aisehmen. hehe.

dipendekkan cerita, semakin kita meningkat dewasa, kita semakin rapat. mungkin start dari tingkatan dua kan? lupaaa la! ish. hehe. tapi memang gila la kita time tu. macam gangster pun ada. main sound-sound orang. ganas gila! malu pula mau ingat. haha. kalau sorang kena, mesti satu geng join sound. fulamak. with friends like this, who needs an army right? hehe. paling daebak part gaduh dengan senior. ehem. kerana mulut badan binasa. HAKHAKHAK! then masuk tingkatan 3 sama juga. ada kes sound orang juga. lol! kena sikit mau mengamuk. punya la tidak ayu! ee. maluuu! haha.

tu part gaduh dengan orang lain. belum masuk gaduh sesama sendiri. biasalah kan. sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit. cewwaaah. hehe. masa tu masing-masing ego. cakap main lepas. kena lagi dengan jiwa sensitif. tapi time gaduh memang tidak tenang la. sekarang pun gitu juga. tapi pandai control sudah la kan? terasa hati, berjauh hati still simpan-simpan. kalau gaduh susah mau pujuk macam dulu-dulu. masing-masing jauh gilaaa. skype pun tidak cukup mau pujuk tu. hehe. 

masuk tingkatan 4 and 5, ada juga part-part yang tidak seberapa okay. haha. tapi lupakanla ketidakmatangan itu. hehe. cuma hubungan kita memang makin rapat la kan. masing-masing kenal diri masing-masing. ada yang cepat hot, ada yang kekal cool. yes. memang perlu tu. kalau semua hot takut terbakar sfx tu kan? hakhakhak.

part paling sentimental, bila ingat kita akan berpisah, that things between us will not be same again, sedih pula. nangis sama-sama. nasib pikka sama farrah cool kan? kita duala tu paling sensitif. kalau kita buat lagi macam tu, mesti kitalah yang start nangis dulu kan? haha. mungkin saya masih begitu la. cengeng! haha. 

ingat lagi bila masing-masing ada masalah jiwa, jiwa kacau, kita share sama-sama. kita support masing-masing. terutamanya bila saya ada kes tu. ehem. paling bongo ye. still, kamu tabah ja ada kawan macam saya ni. kamu tetap support. tetap berdiri sebelah saya. okay, siapa lagi saya boleh cari yang sama macam kamu kan? mungkin orang lain lari sudah. 

masa berlalu, zaman sekolah pun tamat, masuk zaman matrik. walaupun sekejap, it means a lot. jarang pula ada peluang tinggal sama-sama tu kan? hehe. 

certain people do not appreaciate the friendship that they have. they don't trust it. they don't cherished it. but not me. because I met the most wonderful people in the world. I have the best besties in the world.

mungkin masing-masing busy sekarang. masing-masing  jauh. ada hal sendiri. ada kawan baru. we live in a different world already.

kadang-kadang terasa juga. yalah, it's not the same anymore. it's seem we're far apart, and our friendship started to crack somewhere. tapi kita berpegang dengan janji kita,

we'll stay together, forever.

Si Aisyah la tu selalu mengingatkan, kan Cha?

anyway, Happy 21st birthday! May Allah bless you. Be happy always.

and not to forget, happy teacher's to be! :D

Shengri kuaile! 

WITH LOVE,

aiza suhaimi

p/s: sorry terlambat. ingatkan mau post few minutes before your birthday, anyway, this is for you. 

specially made for Aisyah Arifah. hee

Happy BIrthday Aiza

khas buat dia yang pernah bertakhta di hati ini.

Assalamualaikum.

hoho. what a veryyy long silent from us, right?
the last entry from Aiza.
i'm sorry to my besties because i don't have time to update.
and malam ni, saya mencuri sedikit masa untuk update skit.
rindu sudah mau tulis2 blog ni, tp pa ble bwt la kan, msing2 busy ngan study.
it's okay.
okaylaaa.
ari ni mau share skit pasal satu blog yang entry dia seriously sesuai untuk dia.
kmu tau ka sapa dia?
alaaa.
dia laaaa. hehe.

ni ada satu petikan daripada blog PAKAR HATI ttg entry tu. just for him.

 Walaupun kamu pernah menyakiti hatiku, pernah membuangku dalam hidupmu, pernah menghancurkan impian-impian bersama, aku tidak pernah lupa untuk mendoakanmu. Aku berdoa agar Allah bukakan pintu hati kau untuk bertaubat dan kembali mengerjakan perintah Allah. Sungguh, tiada dendam sekelumit di hati ini. Cuma aku tidak mahu, orang yang aku pernah sayang, pernah bertakhta di hatiku, menyerahkan dirinya di lembah neraka. 

kalau mau baca full entry, singgah sini: http://diarihati.com/blog/2012/03/21/untuk-dia-yang-pernah-mengecewakanku/

share daripada http://diarihati.com/

p.s: i'm not perfect. nobody perfect. i'm just trying to be a better person from yesterday.  :)

My 4th semester~

Hai kawan-kawan! Eh, lupa bagi salam pula kan?
Assalamualaikum. :DD

So, agak lama juga saya tidak post apa-apa pasal saya kan? Bukan apa, I just think I don't have stories to share. Nothing interesting much. Well believe it or not, orang yang talkative macam saya pun boleh kehilangan idea mau bercerita. I prefer to listen to your stories. :)

Anyway, I'm now at UMS since two weeks ago. Cuti sebulan selepas semester 3 then sekarang start semester 4. Result? Tidak payah tanyalah. Semester 3 semester kegelapan. Muahaha.

Sekarang ni sudah minggu kedua kuliah, macam biasa ada sudah assignment kena bagi, tutorials mau kena siapkan. I was glad actually. Duduk di hostel tanpa kerja sangat-sangat stress! Homesick lagi kan? Nasib bapa saya selalu hantar message. Hahaha. Trip anak bapa kejap. :p

Semester 4 ni bolehlah dikatakan tough sebab kami ada 4 subjek yang 3 jam kredit. Subjek tidak pernah jumpa lagi tu. Then ada masalah pula dengan masa. Berlanggar. Serious, my timetable is packed! Tiap hari ada kelas. Well, apa juga mau merungut kan bila masuk semester 4 sudah. Of course semakin susah. Tapi insya Allah, mesti aim dekan semester ni. Kalau kamu baik hati, doakanlah saya. Hehehe.

Insya Allah, dalam setahun setengah lagi saya graduate. :) Bapa pun tanya-tanya sudah, apa major mau ambil. Mesti yang banyak peluang kerja. Fuhh! Serious belum fikir lagi. Banyak cabang yang best, but I need to think carefully. Kalau sudah fikir nanti, barulah saya bagitau kamu kayyyy?

Hmm, okaylah. Setakat itu sahaja. boring kan? Yeaaah I know. Anyway. Have a nice friday besties.

mmuahx!

yang comel,
Aiza Suhaimi

Hang Out With My Group Mates

Assalamualaikum

H.E.L.O.O

Oh ya, sempena Man's day hari khamis minggu lalu, Russia cuti sehari.

oh yeah

So, saya dan kawan2 saya meluangkan masa tuk berehat dan berhibur la konon

dengan bermain ice skating

u guys should try 

it's awesome

Jom pg Russia, byr 100 rubles ja ni (10 ringgit)

di blkg hostel

Macam malas pula mau cerita

so, enjoy these pictures la ye

WooT WooT

Here We Go

Yuhuu.. nama saya Nur Shafiqah Amalina

sy  budak simple.. hehe

Cute2 ni budak2 Russia.. wuu... 

salah 1 kawan yg sangat baik walaupun dia cina.. 

n dia sgt gila2.. haha..

we are the models of one Malaysia.. haha

Korean Girls cacat i guess..

tettttt

Ochin Holadna (ertinya dlm bahasa melayu "sangat sejuk")

Puas bermain dengan ais..

:)

Merenung masa depan 

<3

Credit to me sbb ambil pic ni. haha

Ini Adam, Kwn sy dr sabah jg

That's her.. She's very funny

klu saya sedih, 

sy akan bw dia minum coffee coz surly she will make fun on herself

n u will laugh..

haha 

happy 21st Birthday to PIKKA~

jom layan dulu video yang kami buat khas untuk kawan baik kami yg jauh d perantauan.
tua bah sudah dia,.
video ni kami post kemarin malam di fb.
lambat mau update sekarang tau.
busy berabis. hohohoohoho.

PIKKA,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

My Born Day..

Hr ni birthday saya. My parents sgt semangat wish thn ni. Terharu saya. Tepat pukul 12 malam waktu malaysia wish lagi sekali.. lucu pula. ber sweet2 dgn mama bapa.  Fb pun diorg wish

I love them n really miss them..

huhu..

In russia? there a lot of wishes in fb, inbox n direct but only one person who sang birthday song for me on 12.00 a.m in russian time n blanja me a cake at macD. 

He's the one who really close to me.

tQ anak gajah.. 

(i called him anak gajah.. haha..)

but i'm still feel a bit empty cause...

all my best friends are too busy..
i miss 5 second sincerely wish from them..

i don't know why i'm quiet sad but

never mind..

maybe they forget..

i'm a big girl now.

i hope that i can improve myself to be a better girl..

bye2..

my favret anime for this year goes to -----> ONE PIECE!

hohoho.
kalu kemarin i already talked about my favret reality show,
today i would like to introduce my newest addiction ---> watching ONE PIECE. [click here]
which is about PIRATE adventure! :)
okay. okay.
even though now is actually not a good time to watch that thing because of kuliah and many more, but i'll spend a lil time to watch the anime.
kalu nda busy sangat laaa.
ntahlaaa.
for me, i love the story line and the main characters.
MONKEY D. LUFFY and ZORO.
hehe.
they have their own dream they want to achieve.
love to watch their friendship and their different types of characters.
and also their determination to move on and help others.
they are good PIRATE! hihi..
some of the episode do bring me tears. haha. please believe it.
well, i guess i have to watch the story patiently.
imagine it have 600++ on going story and I just had watched 1/6 of the episode.
okaaay.
perjalanan yang masih jauh.
tapi best! hehe.

jom kenal ngan watak-watak utama dalam cerita ni, shall we? Alaaa. layan ja laaa. :P

Ni si LUFFY. Captain dorang. dia ni pandai streching tubuh badan diaa. hehe.

Ni pla si ZORO. dia ni hebat men pedang.

Ni NAMI, first girl dalam kumpulan tu. dia ni NAVIGATOR dorang.

ni SANJI. tukang masak and hebat jugak dalam berlawan.

ni pla si USOPP. dia ni suka menipu. dia nda pndai belawan tp dia bijak. :D

yg makhluk pelik ni pla si CHOPPER. dia ni sebenarnya rusa. dorang nya DOKTOR.

ni pla pempuan kedua dalam kumpulan dorang. nama dia NICO ROBIN. dia ni pelik skit.

ada lagi 2 ka krew len dalam cta tu, tapi ni yg sy baru tengok. hehe.

best tau.

okaylaaa.

that's all from me.

mwaaaaaah.

hehe.

sebelum tu, yg paling penting. all images credit tu siapa lagi kalu bukan ENCIK GOOGLE! thanks encik.

RUNNING MAN!

hoho.
okay.
bla tgk tajuk mesti sdh agak kan?
ehehe.
yalah.
skarang ni demam RUNNING MAN.
for certain orang laa.
mcm sy.
hihi.

first kenal rancangan ni bla ada astro beyond ada kan d CH 393.
ONE tu.
bla tgk mcm best jaa.
then, si adik blik dr kl mmbwa episod running man yg banyak.
jadi di situ la teraddicted. hoho.
kalu mau tau pasal running man ni, pndai-pandai la cari di GOOGLE k.
hehe.

d atas tulah casts running man.
my favourite cast MONDAY COUPLE and si JAE SUK.
hihi.
best la tengok program ni.
boleh pecah perut tau ketawa.
and antara episod yang paling suka tengok yg ada si YONG HWA, si SIWON dan DBSK.
best ni.
tapi bila tengok blik dr episod 1 smpai skrang ni, lain sudah bentuk permainan dia.
in my opinion, sy lebih suka tengok episod terawal. ada feel runnning tu bh. hehe.

okay. that's all.
xoxo.

all images credit to: ENCIK GOOGLE

Winter Story

Assalamualaikum kepada para pembaca.. hehe..


Hurm, skg ni ialah musim budak2 yg study di overseas buat euro trip sbb winter break tapi saya terperap di Kursk atas beberapa sebab tertentu yg lebih penting. Sedih ni x dapat pg London, Paris n Amsterdam mengikut rancangan.  huhu.. tapi x pa la, hr khamis ni sy akan ke Moscow City jg. Bersyukurlah dpt jalan.. hehe..insyAllah sy belikan ole2 tuk sahabat2 sy yg tersayang ni k.. :)


Oh ya, time cuti2 ni saya telah menExplore satu sukan baru iaitu POOL.. Hurm, perempuan bertudung main pool ? salah ? of coz NO sbb sy bukan involve kan pertaruhan seperti judi dan sebagainya.. Nampaknya saya jenis yg cepat belajar dlm benda ni n insyAllah akan menjadi Champion ba orang bilang.. haha.. Terima kasih la kepada orang2 yg sudi mengajar saya.. HIHI ^^

(Thank you to izam sbb ajar saya dgn sabar n nurul jg) 

^^

Winter oh winter..
1st year memang sy sangat suka winter tp skg shuh shuh.. mcm saya mau halau winter ni.. Sejuk tak terperi. :'(

+ve side about winter

• Kulit akan cerah semula jadi dan x perlu untuk memakai Fair n Lovely lagi.. haha
• Snow cantik untuk bergambar2
• klu air sejuk kn off, we can put ice into the hot water n mandi dgn happy
• boleh la main ice skating
• SHOPPING is the best time winter. SALE.. yahooo.. ^^

-ve side of winter

• Kulit kering, menggelupas, pedih 
• Bibir merekah (sentiasa pki lip balm walaupun anda lelaki)
• sejuk gila babun..huuu
• kn pakai proper (baju tebal2, scarf, stoking, winter boots, topi, penutup telinga n topi ) bila kluar rumah
• Jalan yg licin dan berais ( sure semua org pernah jatuh n sakit. huhu)
• Nafsu makan melonjak sbb sejuk.. so LAPARRRR
• Harga sesetengah makanan melonjak jd MAHAL
• Banyak orang mabuk di jalan
• Kesian kereta, hr2 kn kerumun ais
• Susah bangun tuk solat subuh sbb selimut tu mcm pasangan kekasih sudah bagi some students.
• kn on heater 24 jam
• n many more.. hehe

(Cuaca hr ini)

hurmm mcm tu la kehidupan saya sini. I really miss malaysia. Semuanya lebih mudah berbanding di sini..

~sampai kan la salam cinta ku padanya ~ (alley cat sound tract) 

k tu ja la sy mau kc tau tuk hari ni..

sampai bertemu lagi kawan2..

jaga diri

miss u all

muahhxx..

Terima kasih (alley cat balik) 

bye~