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Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera. 

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Hai sahabat sekalian. First and foremost, I would like to ask, how are you? have you been fine? because to me it feels like we haven't meet for decades. :'(

I am fine though. Well, I understand all of us are busy with our works. Too many things have to be done, too many things in mind. Sometimes I feel everything is out of control. I need more hands. lol. But there is no reason for all of us to neglect this blog! marah kejap. haha. Let me remind you guys and I of course the main reason this blog existed because we promised to ourselves, to our friendship, to share our stories. No matter how busy we are, we have to update it with our own story even if it's a short one. cehcehceh padahal sendiri baru juga update. :)

I'm in relationship with final year project.

Well, I have nothing interesting. As a final year student, I have started doing my first project. My thesis. :) There is one lecturer who once told us before, that we must enjoy doing our thesis. Of course it needs a lot of things to do, to type, to think. who said it is an easy task? but at least enjoy yourself doing it as if it is your favorite thing. Yes, this is what I'm doing. Trying to enjoy doing it. Trying to get to know my sample better. Trying to love everything that got to do with it. I even went to library to lend not one or two but 8 books just for this. It's not enough believe me. Not to mentions the journals I have downloaded. It is still seems not enough. In the same time I'm dealing with the lazy devil in me. Damn, it was hard to ignore this laziness. -.- 

I hate commitments

I'm trying, to really enjoy it but somehow, I'm getting stress here. tension, anxious, panic, all in one. because I have one more month to finish this and I haven't even reach 50%. The tension build up when I was chosen to be one of the AJK of tamu gadang UMS. Siapa-siapa di KK time tu sila-silalah meramaikan event ini k? promote kejap. hehe. This is my choice you know? To join this event. But right after I realized what a big commitment I have to give for my thesis, I started to feel the burden. My mind stuck. But I chose this, didn't I? If I reject this chance, then what is the use of filling the form at first? If I give up means I have no quality as a student. so, I accepted it. I accepted both of my commitment.

Sometimes I wished I can pick up the phone, text or call anyone of you. But I couldn't. Again, I chose to keep it all to myself. I'm going to be okay no matter how tired this work is. I'm going to be strong. 

anyway guys, I missed you all so bad. I wish all of us happy in what we're doing.

rajin-rajinlah sapu debu di blog ni kay? 

sincerely,

aziaron, 

It's complicated with my final year project