Surat untuk Dr. Nur Shafiqah Amalina binti Bujang

This is for my dear Pikka or what I used to call you, Pikap.


So, I watched the video and suddenly realised it must have been hard for you there.
And I do realised that, I have shown no support since you were there.
I'm practically know nothing at all about you, how are you there, how your life been, how hard it is~


I mean like, yeah, we are separated by geographical factor, we can't text each other like we used too, mau call pun mahal, but we are connected through facebook, we have all the technologies that people around the world are using now and yet, I still know nothing about you.


So,here, I'm writing to you like writing a letter. Haha. The easiest way to send a message I guess. 


I have like a lot to say but I don't know where to start. I've been thinking where to post this first, on my blog or on our blog. Haha.


Sebab ego saya tinggi kadang-kadang, I usually keep what burdened me for myself. :) and I realised I've been care less about you or the others. I have nothing to share anymore. nothing interesting for you to know so I have less story to talk about. I'm such a boring person huh?


Okay back to the topic.




Firstly, I think I need to say sorry.
For being such a bad friend from the beginning kot? 
For showing no or less supports.
For not being caring at all.
For being a chipsmore.
For every F idiot thing I've did.


I'm so so sorry.


I don't know the real situation but I guess, it must have been hard right? To be far from home. Saya yang d KK ja ne pun kadang-kadang homesick juga.


To be far from family when you need their support so much. And also friends. 


Sebab kita semua pun belajar sekarang so I kinda understand the tension. Mau struggle gila-gila so we can get A. to get a better future. to make our dreams come true. Mau lawan semua nafsu-nafsu malas. hiburan-hiburan dunia. apa lagi benda kita belajar tu macam susah gila. rasanya macam nonsense ja belajar semua ni. kadang-kadang mau balik rumah and do nothing. penat. penat. assignment lagi semua. cari masa study. otak penat. jiwa kacau.


yes. it's hard apa lagi awak di sana.


the environment is different. the people is different. 


tambahan lagi cabaran dari segi agama. 


I kinda get it. all your tension, stress, fears and challenges. I may not feel what you feel, but I do understand it though.




So, my point here is, I want you to know, we are all support you.


Be strong. Be tough. I already know you are. you are strong and you are tough. But I would like to add it in more.
Bila awak rasa susah, macam penat ja mau buat, sabar. yes. semua orang boleh cakap gitu. cakap senanglah. itu ja kami boleh cakap kan. tapi sabar tu banyak makna juga. it means kami faham awak. kami mau awak teruskan. jangan mengalah. banyak-banyak doa. kena kuat. 


YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG GIRL!


those environment factor that sometimes affect you emotional, spirits, and patience, please, just ignore it. jadikan semua tu kekuatan awak. macam lambat juga mau cakap gini kan sebab awak sudah adapt pun live sana. hua3~ but, yeah, just want to remind you.


apa lagi? penat juga menaip ne. :)


ohya,
saya mau awak tahu, kami ingat awak sini, kami semua sayang awak, kami support awak, walaupun jauh, kami ada untuk awak. kalau saya tiada pun, dorang Aisyah and Farrah tetap ada juga. hee. and bila awak balik nanti, we'll meet up. okay?


make sure you when you come back, you bring along the certificate. bring along the success that you've search for, you have struggle for all this long. make sure when you it's time to come back to Malaysia, you have DOCTOR in front of your name.


forget the delicious tempation of world, forget those small little thing called love,
focus. focus. focus.


okay bakal doktor, sorry curi masa awak baca surat cinta yang berjela jela ni.


happy happy ja!


Sayaanng awak! muahx!


yang benar,
Noraiza Suhaimi,
with love,
from Malaysia.